Dear You

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How are you? It’s been a while. I still remember the last time we talked. It was 2 years ago I believe. Well, I can see you’re doing fine now. You moved on right? I guess you’re happy now. I’m happy for you by the way.

I just wanted to write about you, well ‘coz you’re my favourite topic to write about. But I’m guessing you already know that. If you didn’t, now you know.

I’m fine if ever you’re wondering. The last time we talked I was still undergoing some major changes in my life. Right now it’s been good. My life’s been good.

Also, if ever you’re wondering why I never talk to you anymore, it’s because I don’t want to bother you anymore and I just want to move on from you peacefully.

There I said it, I haven’t moved on from you… yet. But I will, don’t worry. It’s kind of pathetic, but it’s the kind of pathetic that keeps me alive. I live on being hopeless romantic and I thank you for just being yourself and for letting me have loved you even if it’s this pathetic.

I still play our songs every once in a while, just to relive the memories we had. It’s all that’s left so I just need to keep it alive. Don’t mind me, I’m just that kind of a person. I never really forget someone who made me smile and feel loved that’s why.

I see you’ve found your lady. She’s beautiful. Forgive me for stalking your Facebook. But I can’t shake the feeling you’re stalking me as well though. I think it’s every once in a while. It’s okay, it’s normal ‘coz you just want to check up on a person.

I’m still going to school but I’ll be graduating soon, a year to be exact. And I’m going home after graduation. I just want one thing when I go home: I don’t want to see you.

I really hope I don’t bump into you when I go home. Which is unlikely. If I won’t bump into you, it’s good. That way I can peacefully have fun visiting my hometown. But if I do bump into you, please be patient and understand. Also, don’t bring her up or mention about her. I’ll probably still be recovering so if I make a fool of myself, I’m sorry. I just want things to be neutral between us.

So that’s just about what I want to say for now. If we do bump into each other, I promise I’ll tell you more about my life here. It’s been fun. But if we don’t, feel free to ask how I am online if you want. I won’t mind.

Godbless you always and take care.

From,

Me.

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