First Post for 2017

I saw this post on my Tumblr blog from five years ago and wanted to give it a try to see the changes in my personality and my life. So here it goes.

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  1. You have to be responsible, have a vision for your future, God-fearing, thoughtful and understanding.
  2. I feel strongly about this 2017 – it will be a year of breakthrough!
  3. The Alchemist by Paolo Coelho
  4. This day January 10, 2017:
    • Woke up at 11am
    • Ate brunch at 12
    • Went to school for class
    • Probably will watch Hwarang when I get home
    • End the day watching New Girl – my favourite show.
  5. Since it’s January 10, 2017, the day five years ago when I decided to end our relationship of MU or “Mutual Understanding”, I’m really happy that you decided to become friends with me again even if we didn’t talk for more than a year now and even though it’s only on Facebook. For me, just being in your life even if it’s insignificant is okay. That way I realized that I don’t have feelings for you anymore when I saw your pics again and when I felt happy for you that you are enjoying your life. I hope in the near future when we meet again you wont be a stranger and it’ll just be like old times.
  6. I like mainstream music, but I think music from five or six years ago were better because it’s less emphasis on sex and more about love.
  7. Loud, insensitive and arrogant people, when someone eats food that I left in the fridge to eat, and if my nails are long.
  8. I ate Miswaย and sausage.
  9. Education is very important, which is why I really went back to school here in Canada because I didn’t finish school in the Philippines.
  10. Songs on shuffle:
    • Fifth Harmony – All In My Head
    • Escape – Rupert Holmes
    • Cold Water – Major Lazer ft. Justin Bieber
    • Kygo – Stay
    • Countdown – Beyonce
    • GOT7 – A
    • Humming Urban Stereo – MEAOH (b.lee Remix)
    • Chainsmokers – Closer
    • GOT7 – Hello
    • I’m Not In Love – 10cc
  11. Harmonious and I’m thankful to God for it. ๐Ÿ™‚
  12. Ryan Reynolds, this guy I follow on Instagram, Sam Concepcion, Ryan Gosling, Park Hyungsik
  13. I’m a bit overweight going to obesity because of my medicine and age, lifestyle and environment are an influence too but I’m comfortable with it. It’s just my family who bugs me into getting in shape, not that it’s a bad thing, I’m thankful. I wish I can be a bit slimmer though.
  14. I wore navy blue long sleeves for the winter and navy blue pants. I also wore my fave maroon hat.
  15. Pisces and yes it fits my personality very well. Though now I kind of outgrew checking my zodiac or horoscope because I don’t find it accurate anymore.
  16. “What if I finished my Nursing?” always haunts me. But I realized it’s not for me because it’s a stressful job and I shouldn’t get stressed because of my mental health condition.
  17. I’m proud I survived Schizophrenia in 2015. Without the help and support of many people, my family, and the healing hands of God I don’t know what would’ve happened. But thankfully I surpassed it.
  18. Mental Health problem – most specifically anxiety and depression. But thankfully I’m on the road to recovery.
  19. This is an inappropriate section so I’m going to skip it. Lust is sin.
  20. Secret for now. I don’t want to display my weakness for the world to see. Haha.
  21. I hope to work for a good company in the future and maybe grow old with it.
  22. It’s pretty decent. I’m just glad it’s not too stressful unlike the student life I had in the Philippines.
  23. I miss… the Philippines. And my barkada.
  24. There are many to mention.
  25. Though I don’t want to worry, something that worries me is not finishing my education yet again if something has to happen. But I vow to myself I will finish this phase in my life.
  26. I like that I’m creative, I dislike that I’m a dreamer – like I only dream and envision a lot about things but I don’t have the motivation. I’m also fearful and irrational sometimes. Those are the things that I need to improve in myself.
  27. “Do your best and God will do the rest.”
  28. Back then, five years ago in my post I mentioned Canada. Now that I live here, I want to live in Los Angeles, USA. lol
  29. Five weird things that I like:
    • My fave color is blue but I like the color Dusty Rose. Currently I have a lot of things in dusty rose.
    • Strangely, I like the burned part of brownies, butterscotch and the like.
    • Even if it’s cold, I’m starting to like SNOW. Unlike many Canadians, I’m still amazed by snow all the time. The cold never bothered me anyway.
    • Marshmallow
    • Cheese
  30. 2017 and the years to come! ๐Ÿ™‚

On an unrelated note, this is me five years ago exactly on this day:

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Hope to see you on my next article! โค

xoxo,

Rikki

 

 

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